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[ November 11th, 2009 10:03 pm] |
There was hope, there was faith
There was truth but I just couldn't get it
Now there's love in my life can't let it go I just won't let it
Change has played its part
And it's healed my wounded heart
All I wanna do and all I wanna be
All I wanna feel is somethin real
I want to believe that everything I do, from here on out will be with you
It's gonna be with you
Here with you I feel safe and I know this is jut the beginning
For so long I was lost, now it feels I'm finally winning
I wouldn't mind,
I could love you for the rest of my life
Oh, it's gonna be with you
I wouldn't mind,
I could love you for the rest of my life
Cause
It's gonna be with you
Now that I found you
I'm never gonna let you go
I'm never gonna let you go away
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[ November 11th, 2009 12:17 am] |
“Sometimes, no matter how long or hard you’ve loved someone, they’ll never love you back. And sometimes, you have no choice but to be okay with that.”
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[ November 9th, 2009 03:01 am] |
sigh tonight if i dont blog this out i think i cant sleep.
Well it goes like this
Today we were all happily walking to ion's escalator to go eat yami and then suddenly they all stopped jen were like eh....and then lx and c vic and r was like eh...then i was like whooo?? Then i saw this girl. In my mind i was thinking who is this girl? For 3secs then i realised its her. I said this like damn loud. Omg xia si wo..... then we converse for a little while and left. my heart couldnt stop beating so fast. Its not those skip a beat kind anymore. I felt like crying so badly. I was in stone mood for a while like. Why????? Why did you become like that. shes getting more and more like a femme. And she looked so shagged so tired with those eyeliner smudged eyes. and she lost weight like one big round. Yknow yi da quan? Anyway one word traumatized, i was traumatized. Idk whats going on inside me but just please dont scare me like that anymore it took me quite long to regain into my right state.
mebbe talk abt happy stuffs nao~
fri night we all went neverland. The girls are so pretty there like really pretty? i dont mind gg there again to c them wahahaha i didnt drink at all. Thank god i didnt drink if not i wld hv missed out the fun like r drinking from a cup with nuts and coke.....hahahahaha oh wells r i luv you you always try to make me happy buy buying me food haha thank chew for always waiting for me to get ready while you melt under my block. Plz know that i appreciate you alot
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[ November 9th, 2009 02:08 am] |
I.............updated my itouch
but all my songs G-O-N-E
TELL ME ABOUT IT OK!
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[ October 29th, 2009 01:15 pm] |
So little to say
But so much time
Despite my empty mouth
The words are in my mind
Please wear the face
The one where you smile
Because you
Lighten up my heart
When I start to cry
Forgive me first love
But I'm tired
I need to get away
To feel again
Try to understand why
Don't get so close
To change my mind
Please wipe that look
Out of your eyes
It's bribing me
To doubt myself
Simply, it's tiring
This love has dried up
And stayed behind
And if I stay
I'll be alive
Then choke on words
I'd always hide
Excuse me first love
But we're through
I need to taste the kiss
From someone knew
Forgive me first love
But I'm too tired
I'm bored to say
The least and I
I lack desire
Forgive me first love (4x)
Forgive me
Forgive me first love (2x) |
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[ October 24th, 2009 03:06 pm] |
2 days with less than 10 hours of sleep
1 whole week of rehearsal for concert
Finally. EVERYTHING.IS.OVER
I am so in need of sleep i need to sleep i need to sleep i need to sleep
Jen came over to the kindergarten to help take photo of the children in their graduation gowns. Worked till abt 5 then to town to meet the usuals.
mixed feelings fer last night.
over the moon
elated
excited
irritated
stunned
sad
worried
cried
quiet
Then later on clarke quay to chill.......
Found out smth.
disgusted disgusted disgusted disgusted disgusted
traumatized traumatized traumatized
disgusted disgusted disgusted disgusted disgusted!!!
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[ October 23rd, 2009 02:18 am] |
FOR LIFE, I LOVE. |
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[ October 19th, 2009 01:40 am] |
And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...
And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...
Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new |
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[ October 7th, 2009 08:39 pm] |
2 more dayszxx :s
I WANNA GO HOME!!!! |
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[ October 6th, 2009 02:30 pm] |
“Before you can grow up, you must fall in love 3 times. Once you must fall in love with your best friend, ruining your friendship forever. This will teach you who your true friends are, and the fine line between friendship and more.
Once you must fall in love with someone you believe to be perfect. You will learn that no one is perfect, and that you should never be treated as any less than you deserve. And once you must fall in love with someone that is exactly like you. This will teach you about who you are, and who you want to be.
And when you’re through with all that, you learn that the people who care about you the most are the ones that you hurt, and the ones that hurt you are the ones that you needed the most.
But most of all, you learn that love is only a concept and is not something that can be defined, it is different to each person that experiences it. And you will learn to respect each and every person on this earth, knowing that everyone only wants to be loved.”
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[ October 3rd, 2009 03:47 am] |
I've a question fer you.
You feel bad, then why are you still doing it?
You are hurting my friend too much (you know it, yet you still do it)
please dont tell me you are hurt too
cuz you are now having the best of both worlds. where is ur CONSCIENCE?????
if you think i am talking about you, yes i am talking about you.
its time to do smth about it. time to stop being selfish
Make a choice, make up your mind please
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[ September 29th, 2009 12:51 am] |
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   like an experience la walking/hiking from Fullerton > Sg flyer then to 126 for supper with r, v, j, lx and c luv them all~ Today:
(were you all singing?) hahahaha
Had dinner @ prata shop, walk over to watsons get some errands done.
over to my place to bring food to bro. then started on guitar.
me and r just watch tv lorrrrr and of cuz show face at home lar.
i gave mom 40$ to see doctor!!!!!
omg first time i am giving her money to see doctor ley. sibei filial hor? |
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[ September 24th, 2009 11:15 pm] |
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for lx and kervon
hahahahaha
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[ September 24th, 2009 11:05 pm] |
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omggggggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok i am siao
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[ September 24th, 2009 07:23 pm] |
awwwww he looks so handsome ive gone crazy for him all over again
do you think he will behave how behave when he is in STH?
omgzzzz sibei shuai. suddenly. idk why. |
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[ September 8th, 2009 02:11 am] |
its sad that promises turn into dust
its sad that you cant be that someone's everything when that someone is your everything
its sad when you thought you've found the one but the one dont think that you're the one
its sad that how things can change so suddenly that you cannot adapt to it
its sad that how someone promised to be there forever (then again, there's no forever)
its sad that no matter how hard you try to throw that someone to the back of your mind but you cant do it
its sad that when you cant make up your mind whether to go or to stay
its sad that when you finally found someone who understands you the most, but its time for her to leave
its depressing when you missed that someone yet you could do nothing to express it
its depressing when we run out of excuses to meet up again
its sad that nothing last forever
but nevertheless, the memories of us are enough to last me through till i say gud bai to this world.
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[ September 8th, 2009 12:56 am] |
if......
If a picture paints a thousand words,
Then why can't I paint you?
The words will never show the you I've come to know.
If a face could launch a thousand ships,
Then where am I to go?
There's no one home but you,
You're all that's left me too.
And when my love for life is running dry,
You come and pour yourself on me.
If a man could be two places at one time,
I'd be with you.
Tomorrow and today, beside you all the way.
If the world should stop revolving spinning slowly down to die,
I'd spend the end with you.
And when the world was through,
Then one by one the stars would all go out,
Then you and I would simply fly away
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[ September 4th, 2009 12:16 pm] |
TGIF TGIF TGIF TGIF TGIF
I booked my ftt yesterday!!!!!!!!!! i really hope i pass with one try...please please!!!
then i can start driving. had a gr8 day with the usuals + the 2nd one last night.
j, enjoy your life naoooooooooo~
this morning i sent both of my men to the airport they left fer cheng mai
and the the big ones sent me back to church fer work and we got lost
all the way to changi immigrant and authorities bla bla...........
and then leo, my favourite boi kiss me on ma lipszz. hahahahhahaha!!!
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[ September 3rd, 2009 12:57 am] |
Did you forget that I was even alive?
Did you forget everything we ever had?
Did you forget, did you forget about me?
Did you regret ever standing by my side?
Did you forget we were feeling inside?
Now I'm left to forget about us
But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song, you can't forget it
So now I guess this is where we have to stand
Did you regret ever holding my hand?
Never again, please don't forget, don't forget
We had it all, we were just about to fall
Even more in love, than we were before
I won't forget, I won't forget about us
But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song you can't forget it
Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song, you can't forget it at all
And at last all the pictures have been burned
And all the past is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget, please don't forget us
Somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song but you won't sing along
You've forgotten about us
Don't forget
This song is so.......tsk.
oh well. tmr is a important day for the second one. she gets to see her favourite nurses and FTT!!!
Must pass leh ok??? Hahaha
I wannnnnnnnnnnna watch so many movies. How how how how my schedule pack like krazy but ytd (tues) i nua-ed at home watched ponyo and then UP and then evening to church for music prac AND BEEF GOULASH FER DINNER with the family.
dinner with the usuals tmr YAY!!!!! like everyone can turn up.....without much planning this is ♥
I wont die without a lover, but i will die without friends.
xoxo
Life is a maze, love is a riddle.
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[ August 27th, 2009 02:02 pm] |
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[ August 25th, 2009 12:44 am] |
This afternoon my dad totally pissed me off
i came home and then watched stairway to heaven and then plonked onto my bed for a short nap
he came into my room and said wah...good life huh. come home after work watch youtube, and then sleep only.
i turn and looked at him and said 'HELLO I WORK PART TIME ALSO OK!!!!'
then he said orh lar......my precious daughter so hardworking......bla bla bla....
oh and i had a convo with Setoh Lixin just now
SLX ♠ says: (12:47:16 AM) i must treasure cheryl SLX ♠ says: (12:47:20 AM) she's my precious SLX ♠ says: (12:47:22 AM) hahahahahaha |
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[ August 24th, 2009 02:55 am] |
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[ August 17th, 2009 01:09 pm] |
I had monday blues as usual in the morning but it got better when i went to do gardening with my children. Hell lots of adventures. I opened the container to take out my tools I SAW A BLACK SKINNY BABY SNAKE. but yet i couldnt react normally. i gotta pretend i'm not scared.
i had a convo with one of my kid.
E: Luke, i think i saw a snake.
L: Teacher Eunice dont be scared. God will protect you.
E: oh yar.. God will protect me.
L: Snake eats ants, also eat worms also eat lizards, cockroaches. Dont eat you one.
E: Wah how you know....
then teacher roses class came along and we had a long discussion on whether to tell mrs pay or do the job ourselves. we pour out all the tools from the container and then i saw the snake I CANNOT SCREAM i feel so -.- the snake was still there so another teacher went to call mrs pay to come and see. so children started asking what it is what is it. we lied. :/ special kind of lizard. and then some man was cutting grasses so asked him to like shoo the snake away he couldnt kill it cuz his wife is pregnant at home? (religious stuffs.)
and then at 11 someone ask me to go down to the (new)pre- n class to help. okay so i went and we started singing and dancing FOR them to watch :( it felt like 3 little pigs performing. and at the end of the performance i said 1, 2, 3. and we bowed and said thank you. WAHAHAHAHA
self entertainment. We brought the (new) pre-n to the older pre-n and asked them to perform and show the new ones. WAH GOOD JOB! seriously. I love them. They are so kewt yknow. I hope i teach them next yearrrrr wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
okay flood you with their pictures!!
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[ July 23rd, 2009 03:43 am] |
this is what i get from sleeping too much plus VL late at night h8 myself!!!!!!!
idk if i am happy now
i really dont know.......but i know im contented :D
akiko ong su yi uve got to stop torturing yourself!!!!!!!
pls do what you've promised me ok, ice cream fer you soon :>
gonna force myself to sleep soonnnnnnnnnnnnnn |
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[ July 17th, 2009 02:43 am] |
my J best friend is too nice to everyone so please stop taking advantage of her.
thank you
(she is not a loan shark) |
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[ July 10th, 2009 02:48 am] |
 luv the both of you for the rest of my life :> debbie and mandy hehehehehe ^^ |
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[ July 8th, 2009 12:32 am] |
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i am not gg to be here anymore
I hope i won't regret making this decision
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[ July 4th, 2009 02:41 am] |
  me is hungry now craving for chee chiong fan..... SHALL HAVE IT TMR!!!!
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[ July 4th, 2009 02:19 am] |
 
Actually i am damn lazy to blog ok baibai |
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[ June 28th, 2009 03:05 pm] |
wahah me brought mac to work today
pictures up tonight?
my fun thurs
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[ June 25th, 2009 05:12 am] |
Happy birthday my girlfriend forever!
Finally legal, (pls dont scratch as u read this) HAHAHA
I hope we dont vomit tmr, i hope we dont get wasted tmr
i hope ah vic remains as lame.........cuz it really cheered me up
waaaah my eyes closing but i cannot sleep leh i cannot!!
cuz i need to go work i alr chao 2 days :(
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[ June 20th, 2009 04:21 am] |
 y know this?!! i love it!!!!!!! replacement of fries that ive been craving for Hehehehe i am damn hungry now. i h8 setoh lixin becuz she scared me when i was washing the mop just now she slam the door make me scared and then boo me again my mop almost hit another girl i even had to say sorry to the girl I am now a walking msn. wheeeee little a came by to pass me mr happy :p then i gave her mangoesssss L4d 3 hrs today = shiok!!!!
i am now a zombie :(
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[ June 19th, 2009 04:59 am] |
omg i cannot sleep how!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5am alr................die la die!!!!!!!!!
i need to wake up at 1030.
how should i even sleep???
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[ June 17th, 2009 02:53 pm] |
whoooo rtrc sent me a mail today
Dear Ms. Tay xxx xxxx Eunice,
RE: Certificate In Pre-School Teaching - 25th Intake
16 April 2008 - 30 April 2009
Certification of Course Completion
Congratulations! We are pleased to certify that you have successfully completed and passed the course to be awarded the Certificate in Pre- School Teaching.
mmmmmmmm
:>
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[ June 15th, 2009 03:09 am] |
I am going tanning with my little son tmr!!!!!!
wah damn tired
gonna knock out in awhile |
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[ June 10th, 2009 03:30 pm] |
my face complezxion suck i need beauty sleep I am loving maaaa phone ive been working and working and working my body is failing me. my heart is broken into pieces so what if its broken. i wont let you care for me i love my friends they are the best they wait for me to end work we play l4d kervon love her fat ass. why do i love kervon? because of her fat ass. haha she used the DSLR camera with the external flash and shoot at ma eye i was seeing pink almost the whole night i say what if i go blind she say she will marry me hahaha i dont want to marry her. i will regret ma whole life i love my friends. hahahhahaha that lovely 2 start school already and lx look like nerd i miss staying home i miss watching tv i miss crying over emo shows i miss getting hooked on serials. so now i am going to start my tv madness like uum boys over flowers? haha I want to get a dog i need to cut my hair like thin it or smth not cut short
i miss 3 girls (R,T,V) we are going to hv dinner on monday yay i feel like singing
TODAY IS OFF DDAY
continue working my ass off tmr, fri and sat.
yay me going for 3D movie later
and drag me to hell tmr
two notes for 2 silly persons
1. please dont be silly i will never find you a spoiler, i will never be unhappy with you (even though you bully me so much) i will never find u a bother at all. i love you thank you for calling me in early in the morning (when i am still sleeping) and ask me if i'm ok. i am si bei touched.
2. (although you are irritating) you never ever listen to me but you know i love you the most you are my 6 years true best friend remember? I will never ever hate you......(because of your fat ass) hahaha
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[ June 9th, 2009 01:55 am] |
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I swear not to eat chilli this whole week.
My.lips.are.hurting.like.mad
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[ June 7th, 2009 10:45 pm] |
Lesbians corrective rape in South Africa
omg............i really dont know what to say. |
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[ June 6th, 2009 11:07 pm] |
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Think im gona disappear for a while.... |
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